Chatting with the Maker

Did you ever get up early in the morning to just sit outside to listen to your Masters voice? Long before everyone is up and starting their busy day, one can hear the sounds of nature, the cooing of the birds and the calling of the loons. Mama duck and her babies are out for a swim in the sparkling water. Listen hard and you can hear the tree frogs, as the fireflies are fading away. There is stillness in the water where the lily pads are gently floating on the surface. Occasionally a large fish leaps out of the lagoon only to disappear again. A gently wind blows the leaves on the trees and the fragrance of the blossoms float to your nostrils. Peace and serenity settles into one’s soul and once again you can regain your inner most thoughts for the presence of G-d surrounds you, as whispering clouds float gently overhead. This is the time you are out of the rat race of performance. Always doing for others and seemly getting very little back. The illusions of the adversary fade away along with his deceptions. “What is my purpose Father? Do I have a calling that has not yet been filled? I wish to serve You with all my heart, soul and mind, let the flesh stay asunder and not rise up its ugly head. Time has past and the mirror says I am getting old. The body hurts, please don’t let that hinder me from doing Your work. I do believe elderly people don’t have to be sickly; it is a lie from the pit. Until our appointed time of going home we should be vibrant in mind, body and spirit to accomplish Your will. If one thinks they have accomplished it all – they haven’t even touched the surface yet. Your judgment and chastising is coming for many have gone astray. I stand in repentance for my nation, for Your people, and for myself. If it is a spanking we need – give it that we can turn away from our wicked ways and glorify You. It is not our pleasure we should be seeking but Yours! You made us all with free will and I personally return my free will back to you – help me to do Your will for it is right and just with truth and holiness. Pour into me Your love, mercy and grace. Let me stand strong and fight well that You will not be ashamed of me. I wish to go deeper and deeper still into all You have in store for Me. I will never be satisfied, for I want all You have to give. Let me NEVER take Your glory! I believe Your Word is true and You are the same through out all history. What one did for You way back then can still be done today and tomorrow. Prefect me to be Your hands, feet, mouth piece – using everything You have bestowed to me to accomplish Your purpose in setting people free. Allow me to grow in more knowledge of Your dark sayings, signs and wonders, transfiguration and to teach the little ones to follow Your path and love Your Word. It is not about me. I stand as an imperfect vessel willing to be used as You see fit. Take away all doubt and confusion in my self esteem, for truly I am not worthy. Let people see You and not me. My focus is to be always on the Trinity, My Father, My King of kings and My Spirit Teacher.” A good morning chat brought on peace that passes all understanding and quieted my spirit.