In His Time

Y’Shua was a Jew, not a Christian (which is Greek for Messianic). He was circumcised at 8 days old, observed Passover, read the Torah in Hebrew, and kept Saturday as the Sabbath Day. In growing up in a religious and cultural world that has been almost wholly lost to the subsequent developments of Christianity, He had a deep commitment to the ancestral faith of His fathers. He saw Himself as doing nothing other than fulfilling the words of Moses and the Prophets, and the messianic hope that guided His life, and led Him to His death, was the central core of His innermost being.
Y’Shua grew up poor in a rural Jewish town in Galilee. Archaeology has shown that the houses were modest, made of fieldstones packed with mud and straw. The floors were beaten dirt, windows were few, the roofs were thatched reeds laid over wooden beams and covered with mud to form a flat rooftop area that was utilized year-round for sleeping, eating, and domestic chores. Houses often had underground chambers used for storage. Furniture was sparse and pottery was local and practical, almost wholly undecorated and unadorned. Absent was mosaics, imported ceramics, fine glassware, gold and silver coins, cosmetics, jewelry, and bronze vessels that were common in the urban areas. The larger houses might have a courtyard and several rooms and extended families living together; these houses often expanded into a random network of shared structures. Livestock lived in enclosures attached to the house or in dugout areas and caves, and small gardens were cultivated wherever space allowed. Staples were olives, bread, and lentils. Eggs, milk, cheese, salted fish, meat, fruits and vegetables were welcome additions. Skeletal remains show evidence of dietary deficiencies, and death from disease before age forty was not uncommon. This was the noise, the stench, the crowding, the grime and grit of daily peasant life, the feel of living under military occupation of ever watchful inspectors, agents, and tax collectors.
Stone vessels, required for required for purposes of ritual purity, are typically found, as well as plastered pools or mikvahs used for ritual immersion. The bones that turn up are from goats, sheep, chickens, and some cattle, but no pigs. Tombs were outside the living area, expanded from natural caves or cut into the bedrock. The corpse was laid out in a shaft to decompose and after a year the bones were gathered and placed in a separate niche.
The center of civic and religious life in a Jewish village was the Synagogue. Gatherings were held on the Sabbath day when the normal work activities of the whole town came to an abrupt halt from Friday at sunset until dusk on Saturday. Where is, it written that it was to be changed to Sunday? Has G-d’s Word changed? Precious handwritten copies of the Torah, or Jewish Law and the scrolls of the Prophets were read aloud and discussed. Aramaic was the spoken language but judging from the Dead Sea Scrolls the sacred scrolls were written in ancient Hebrew. The central activity was the reading and discussion of the Scriptures. How far away from this original plan have we come?
Among the Dead Sea Scrolls was a complete copy of the scroll of Isaiah that scholars have dated to 100 B.E. It had been hidden for two thousand years sealed in a clay jar in a cave near the settlement of Qumran. The Isaiah scroll has fifty-four columns of Hebrew text. It is twenty-four feet long and made of seventeen panels of goatskin, ten inches high, sewn together. It was rolled from right to left and one would need to put it on a table or podium in order to hold it steady for unrolling or reading.
Jews are the people of the Book and this is what made them different from any other people. Judaism can be summed up under four rubrics: G-d, Torah, Land, and Chosen People. As a Jew, Y’Shua would have affirmed His belief in one Creator G-d Yahweh; the divine revelation of the Torah as a blueprint for social, moral, and religious life. How often do you hear a sermon from the Torah? He affirms the holiness of the Land of Israel as a perpetual birthright to the nations; and that the people of Israel, descendants of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob, had been chosen by G-d to enlighten all nations. Their historic mission was to draw humanity to the one G-d and His Torah revelation. He avoided the eating certain forbidden animals or consuming blood, He celebrated the required pilgrim festivals, and He practiced ritual purity as commanded it the Torah. As a Jewish male Y’Shua wore the fringed tassels (tzitzit) on His outer garment, which indicates His strict observance of the mitzvoth or commandments of the Torah. In that sense, He was not liberal with regard to Jewish observances in any modern sense of the term. We are commanded to do as He does --- are we, or have we considered all that just for the Jewish people? Gentiles who turned from idols to the true and living G-d and observed the prohibitions against stealing, murder, and sexual immorality were considered righteous Gentiles or G-d fearers.
Josephus, our contemporary 1st century Jewish witness, tells us that there were three main sects or philosophies of Judaism: Pharisees, Sadducees, and Essenes. The Essenes who wrote the Dead Sea Scrolls expected the end of the world and were awaiting the coming of Two Messiahs – a priestly figure and a Davidic King. They called themselves the people of the New Covenant, believing they were representatives of a newly purified Israel at the end of the age. The practiced communal living, initiation rites involving immersion or baptism, and sacred meals, curiously, the Essenes are never mentioned in the New Testament, whereas the Pharisees and Sadducees regularly appear in opposition to Y’Shua. Y’Shua shared some important beliefs and practices with the Essenes but judging from the Dead Sea Scrolls His open attitude towards Gentiles and women were different. Josephus tells that there were only 6,000 Pharisees and 3,000 Essenes. Philo, another 1st century Jewish writer, puts the Essenes at 4,000. Y’Shua would have grown up familiar with each of these schools.
In broad terms, Y’Shua is best identified with what might be described as the Messianic Movement of the 1st century Palestine. It had a much broader appeal to rank-and-file Jews of all persuasions, united in their hope for G-d’s deliverance. What matters are not so much the labels but a certain vision of reality – a faith that G-d would intervene to fulfill those messianic predictions.
Scientist & Archaeology have given us a glimpse into the times of past.
Whom do you want to copy, today’s idea of religion or Y’Shua’s example?

Deep Wells

Trials are indeed a revelation. They are meant to be our teachers, but at the end of the day, it is up to us to choose what kind of students we want to be. I have the power to choose whether tests and trials will serve as messengers.
We have little to no control over what happens to us or what is said about us, but we are far from helpless when it comes to our actions. Taking each of life's waves head-on?
If we humble ourselves, then the trial allows the Holy Spirit to increase our depth and therefore our capacity for goodliness. The challenges of life reveal what we are made of without undermining who we are. Trials positions us to grow more Messianic  like and therefore unshakable. Messiah is the proverbial rock that is higher than I. He is our very core, the rock upon which we find rest each night and awaken to stand each morning.
When I am overly distressed by an offense, whether it is petty or looms large, I cannot escape the realization that my soil (ground under my feet) has been disturbed.  My husband likes to spread the dirt of excuser over them and sweep it under the rug, but they will still remain, and of course it will always be my fault.
Trials and tribulations clear the ground and remove what impedes future growth as individuals.  Our strengths and weakness are revealed in the discomfort of these experiences. Trials serve to teach us who G-d is. Everything we need for life and godliness is truly found in the Word of G-d, but it is the trials of life that drive us to our knees so that this truth can be worked in and through our lives. The Word of G-d is no longer read as suggestions for life's best practices but as the very words of life.
Trials and tribulations clear the ground and remove what impedes future growth. These encounters serve to refine and prepare us for future potential. Our strengths and weaknesses are revealed in the discomfort of these experiences. Trials also serve to teach us who G-d is.
Everything we need for life and godliness is truly found in the Word of G-d, but it is the trials of life that drive us to our knees so that this truth can be worked in and through our lives. The Word of G-d is no longer read as suggestions for life's best practices but as the very words of life. I have learned that G-d will use trials to deepen my prayers. Trials have the power to transform us from who we are into who we long to be.
Have you ever meet someone who is a deep well? Deep wells are mysterious and they have stories to tell. They are people who have been through stuff that would have muddied or polluted other wells, but their water remained untainted. Deep wells become fountains as they bring refreshing to others. A deep well means they have a greater capacity to reflect.
The Word of G-d alone has the power to give us clarity when circumstances have muddied the water. Without the counsel of Scripture, you will mistakenly call foolishness wisdom. How do you hear from? G-d or the serpent?  Remember the serpent's wisdom is wrapped in the subtle and cunning.
Laughing and spending time with family and godly friends fill the cistern. Reading the Word, keeping a journal, and prayer refresh me like a long drink from a cool fountain on a hot day. Admire yourself, see your self as the Father sees you. Admitting when you messed up can be tough, but taking accountability for your words or action is the only way you can go forward, stop looking at the past. The past is gone and it is time to move onward and upward.
Journey well is this life requires us to dig deep, reinforced wells, which requires a commitment to finish what we started, faithfully. Anyone can create a wishing well, but we want to dig deep wells, cisterns of life that are reinforced with G-d's Word and renewed with the refreshing fountains of the Spirit.

The Inconsistent Commandments

People are illogical, unreasonable, and self-centered. -  Love them anyway.
If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish ulterior motives. - Do good anyway.
If you are successful, you will win false friends and true enemies. - Succeed anyway.
The good you do today will be forgotten tomorrow. - Do good anyway.
Honesty and frankness make you vulnerable. - Be honest and frank anyway.
The biggest men and women with the biggest ideas can be shot down by the smallest men and women with the smallest minds. - Think big anyway.
People favor underdogs but follow any top dogs. - Fight for a few underdogs anyway.
What you spend years building may be destroyed overnight. - Build anyway.
People really need help but may attack you if you do help them. - Help people anyway.
Give the world the best you have and you'll get kicked in the teeth. -  Give the world the best you have anyway. You only account to G-d the Father.  
When you really think about it ….how can love put you at risk when love cannot fail?
Love has the power to heal whatever life wounds. Regardless of where you find love, sooner or later you will likewise find challenges and even disappointment.
Why would Y'Shua suggest we are to love our enemies? It is because it is this kind of love that separates the sheep from the goats. We are distinguished when we love those who wish us harm. When you choose to love the ones who would bind and injure you … something shifts. Even if your circumstances don't change, you are no longer trapped; you are free.
You cannot control what people say about you or their perception of you or what you say, but you are able to choose your response to them.
Love chooses. Fear reacts.
Love is freedom. Fear is bondage.
Perfect love casts out fear.
Prov. 24:16 says Love always chooses to rise above again.
Rather, speaking the truth in love, we are to grow in every way into Him who is the head, into the Messiah, from whom the whole body, joined and held together by every joint with which it is equipped, when each part is working properly, makes the body grow so that it builds itself up in love. Eph. 4:15-16.

Lioness Arising

We all want to break free from negative thoughts and paralyzing mindsets, so I am giving you my insights from Scripture – are a lethal combination to crush the enemy’s lies. Prepare to be fully awakened to your G-d given identity. Who we uniquely are in the Messiah transforms us from playing it safe to taking our place in G-d’s great plan of redemption.
Dearest one, You are a child loved by a Father without reval, entrusted with a message and promise beyond compare, in a time without precedent. You have been hosen for this moment that is at once great and terrible. For this reason, you must love fearlessly … believe outrageously …and hope without measure.
If you discovered that the life you have always wanted was outside the realm of competition, this is for you.  If you struggle with feelings of worthlessness or lack a sense of purpose, know G-d has positioned you to find contentment during any circumstance and live a life without comparison. Can’t you feel G-d putting His hands on both sides of your face, turning our attention toward Him, and then saying slowly and firmly, ‘I love you.’
Your first step in knowing your identity is found in who you are to Him. Gal. 3:26 There is neither Jew nor Greek, there is neither bond nor free, there is neither male nor female: for ye are all one in the Messiah Y’Shua. All of them are equal implies G-d does not love sons more and daughters less. He loves male and female uniquely. Marvelously loved, there is absolutely nothing accidental about you and you don’t have to fight for your place at His table. No one can take you out or replace the gifts He has given you … you have no rival.
We were gifted salvation, for G-d saw us in our wretched, caged state, cowering in the corner of some religious humane society, and paid the price to save us to use our G-d given gifts.
Rom. 12: 5-8 So we, being many, are one body in Messiah, and every one members one of another. Having then gifts differing according to the grace that is given to us, whether prophecy, let us prophesy according to the proportion of faith; Or ministry, let us wait on our ministering: or he that teaches, on teaching; Or he that exhorted, on exhortation: He that giveth, let him do it with simplicity; he that ruled, with diligence; he that shows mercy, with cheerfulness.
It is time G-d’s daughters celebrated ‘unique’ and stopped settling for the ‘same’ religious Pharisees. As we read the Bible, it is G-d’s Holy Spirit who instructs and leads us into all truth. Your eternal Father is the only one who has the right to define you, place His gifts in you, as we worship G-d, you are transformed into His image from glory to glory. Were one chooses to fellowship with should be G-d lead, for you want to be corrected by people who will bring out the best in you and recognize your G-d give gifts, having gender without rival. We cannot be opposed to racism, in which people are discriminated against as a result of something about which they can do nothing – their skin color and then accept with equanimity the gross injustice of penalizing others for something else they can do nothing about – their gender.
Male lions are the best killers, but lionesses are the best hunters. If you can’t speak to the women, you can’t win the war. Women have a voice and value just like the lionesses. Lionesses needed to know they were not simply following male orders but that they were part of something more eternal, the mandate to bring healing and life to their sisters who were isolated and often despised simply because of their gender. Without the involvement of women, there are many battles that cannot be won.
If the United States military understand that without the involvement of women a nation can fight but it will not win, then isn’t it high time the church empowers its daughters to come alongside the men. Gender rivalry has been known to swing both ways, but more often than not women are on the receiving end of the discrimination.
I have carried in my heart the women who’ve been wounded in the rivalry of the sexes. Women who have suffered in her marriage, family, workplace, or house of worship. I regularly read hateful comments directed at women on social media. This does not even begin to address the issues of sex trafficking, gendercide, and pornography.
Sadly, gender prejudice still blurs the lines of our gospel; we seem to use it to extend full redemption and freedom to men while measuring controlled portions to women.
Gender prejudice by stepping back to a time when the church was newborn, alive and growing after the resurrection, and there was an outpouring of G-d’s Spirit on both sons and daughters. The gospel was being released in both word and deed as the resurrection of Y’Shua was proclaimed. Panicked temple leaders, in an attempt to calm the storm of gender ruled only males could serve, for someone had to had to take care of business at home. Women could not even read the Torah (they might find out G-d’s Word was for both genders) but women could serve in their old age because their home duties are done.  
Sadly, that is how doctrines are being made, for most church’s do not study the times and culture of when the Bile was written, to get the full understanding of what was being said, so they obstruct its members and silence their voices. For more than two millennia religious leaders have limited and at times prohibited thousands of church’s daughters from preaching and teaching in the sacred spaces under its governance.
Can’t you hear the Spirit whispering, ‘far too many of the daughters I have called and gifted by My Spirit for ministry have been held back, and denied their call by the church’.  
You might have heard religious leaders say, ‘Women can teach other women but not men’. Or, ‘Women can share but there is to be no preaching’. And: ‘Women can lead, as long as it is outside the church’. Women who are bold with their faith are too quickly labeled aggressive. Women who are confident in their G-d are mistaken for ambitions. Is it right in the sight of G-d to listen to men rather than to obey G-d?
We can find our answer in the words Y’Shua spoke right before He ascended in Mark 16:15-19. Go into all the world, and preach the gospel to every creation. Whoever believes and is baptized will be saved, but whoever does not believe will be condemned. And these signs will accompany those who believe: in My name they will cast out demons; they will speak in new tongues; they will pick up serpents with their hands; and if they drink any deadly poison, it will not harm them, they will lay their hand on the sick, and they will recover. So then Y’Shua HaMashiach, after He had spoken to them, was taken up into heaven and sat down at the right hand of G-d the Father.
This directive was given to ALL who believe. The Great Commission is permission, it doesn’t even require a building or an organization, and this mandate is inclusive of both genders. In the Messiah, all are called and liberated to declare G-d’s good news. Once we’ve known G-d’s freedom and truth we should never allow human threats to silence us. G-d is our high and holy King. Our King has commissioned and empowered you. He has asked you to speak to His people on His behalf. This being true, how could you ever allow those who lead under the King to deter you? Each of us must be a living, breathing declaration of Matthew 4:10: We will worship the
L-r our G-d and serve only Him.
If obeying the King’s subjects means disobeying the King, then your real problem is with the King. In Esther (Hadassah) the king of Persia had not called for her, and the statues of his court forbid her to come before him. But Hadassah understood that obeying the ki8ng’s parameters meant disobeying G-d. Hadassah feared G-d more than she feared the displeasure of people, and she went. She approached the king strategically, but she did not dare remain silent when so many lives were at stake.  There is a very real enemy who will not be content with simple silencing you. he is after your life and the lives of your daughters.
I’m not talking about ascending the pulpit by force, but you can use your G-d given gifts on those who have an ear, and not be afraid of the backlash. This is not the time for the faint of heart or the image bearers of G-d, both male and female.  The last thing we need to be caught doing is fighting amongst one another! The learning curve is steep because until recently the women in this world have been few and far between.
The answer is not the elimination of the feminine voice; it is the education of women, gaining wisdom so the daughters with their Father’s Word in their mouths can speak. Should those with a portion of the answer be silenced? Be prepare to be shunned and resisted. This means you will run the risk of being misinterpreted, and very often you will suffer verbal attacks and isolation, but gender has little to do with someone’s capacity to lead. Humility, experience, faithfulness, education, and virtue are just some of the qualities that qualify leaders. But gender alone does not a leader make, apart from the Messiah we are all unfit.
Y’Shua teaches and instructs, it is with love and acceptance of all. He likened His church to a bride, His bride is made up of male and female. Eph. 2:10 For we are His workmanship, created in Y’Shua HaMashiach unto good works, which G-d hath before ordained that we should walk in them. Males and females were created to be separate in expression but never to be divided in purpose. G-d’s daughters are under vicious assault by the spirit of this world, and far too many houses of worship do not know how to foster the gifts of G-d has given to women. Far more than twenty centuries men and women have been learning side by side in the church. It is time we realize who we are in Y’Shua and lead side by side just a we were originally created to function in the garden. Men leading as men and women leading as women. We are to echo
G-d’s words rather than become mired down in a reasoning match. Let’s serve G-d so stunningly that we are living, breathing arguments for living a life of faith.
In heaven’s design, gender is neither an issue of wounding nor a battleground of rivalry. G-d’s sons and daughters living as one may yet be revealed on this earth. And through our unity, the image of G-d will be unveiled, and the glory of G-d will at last shine forth n all its dazzling splendor.

 

Deep is calling to Deep

Enoch was the first one about whom it was said that he prophesied, and he is the father of the prophets. If you are called to this ministry today and you mature as you should, you will be more like Enoch, and you will be one of the happiest people on earth.
Our food is to do the Father's will, and the joy of the L-rd will be our strength. New joy will be our companion, and we will grow in this every day that we stay on the path.  In His presence is the fullness of joy, and the joy that comes from being with Him is a food that gives us greater strength than any other food ever could.
The shepherd's staff is the Tree of Life. The authority of the shepherd comes from the Tree of Life. It is the fruit of that tree that you are to lead G-d's people to. It is the 'root of Jesse' that brought forth the Messiah who is our life. He is the food that is our joy, and His joy is our strength.
It is also the rod of Aaron that sprouted. His rod sprouted because the staff of the shepherds is from the Tree of Life and is living. It is this life that helps us recognize the ones who have been sent by G-d and are the true shepherds.
When some called me a prophet, a seer, a watchman (I am not big on titles for I believe we all are called) I was told that one of my assignments was to recognize those who had the shepherd's staff and to support them. Their staff seems like it is new and fresh because of the life that is in it, and life will stay in it as long as they walk with G-d and do not depart from His path. This was cut from the Tree of Life before the world was formed, and it was sized just for them at that time. This is true of every leader's staff given to the leaders, even those who lead the smallest company of G-d's people.
True leaders are known by their walk with G-d. They may be great counselors, healers, and teachers, but the leaders are known most of all by their walk with G-d and their closeness to Him. Ones that have stayed on the path of life do not seem to have cares or burdens because they are yoked with the One whose yoke is easy. These are not stressed, but are constantly energized by the strength that comes from the joy of the L-rd. Their rod, or their authority, will be recognized by the life that is in them.
Deep is calling to deep, hearts are being awakened. Deep calls to deep, and life calls to life. Those who have the leaders come increasingly sensitive to what is life and where the water of life are flowing. Their rod will be His rod in the earth. They will not just lead
G-d's people and protect them from the enemy with the rod, but they will strike the enemies of the L-rd with their prayers. They will not just part seas, but they will part nations. They will lead G-d's people to the Promised Land.
When one feels commissioned from the Father, they may not feel adequate and throw down the rod, it becomes a serpent and will chase them until they pick it back up. That is what happens when you cast off the calling of the L-rd. Like Mosses, your rod became a serpent and chased you until you picked it up again, which was to take up your commission again. When running from my calling I was miserable. I felt that what I had dropped - my calling to teach and minister to the unloved, it was pursuing me day and night. People did not think 'women' were called to be pastors', and those that did one had to go to 'there' schools. G-d is the one who calls and said I was to serve Him and His Word! When I orbed and picked it up again it was like I had never missed a step in some ways, but stepped into a place much higher than when I left, for I work for Him not man.
Now it is time to grow in it, but for a long  I had missed a lot. There is danger for all who do not grow up into their authority as they should. The L-rd's grace is made perfect in weakness, and weakness comes from walking apart from ones calling. This is a time the enemy found access to you and your family that led to some of the greatest failures of your life. Even though you see the results of your failures now, you have the promise of the L-rd for your children and their children. They will serve the L-rd and glorify His name. He who is faithful will bring this to pass.
You are being called to the mountain of the L-rd!
From the Father's Heart

Nehemiah. 8:10

The L-rd's strength is made perfect in weakness. Your failures have prepared you for what you are now called to do. The more you seek Him the more He will become your joy, it is the foundation of a shepherd's life. You only lead and care for His people well if you are walking with Him and getting ever closer to Him. When you stop getting closer to Him you will begin to fail in your leadership of His people, because your purpose is to lead them to Him. He is their green pasture. He is their living water. He is their rest. He is their life.
We all are to be shepherds and called to lead others in different ways, it is not the Pastors job to bring in the sheep, his job is to feed the sheep and give them the joy of the L-rd. Joy is not a gift, but fruit. It is the fruit of walking closer with the One who is the greatest desire of every heart. The closer you walk with Him the more joy you will have. The joy that one has in Him then becomes a joy in His people, in His creation, and in everything He calls you to do.
Getting closer to Him will change you into who He made you to be. When you get closer to the consuming fire, then the warmth of His fire will be in you.  Everyone is a priceless treasure. It is while you are walking with Him and doing His work that the innermost springs of your heart are open. You must always stay close to the living waters and stay on the right path of life. If you cannot find it under your feet than you know you have strayed from your course, dig deeper for water in His Word.
Then the whole earth will be restored to the paradise it was created to be, and all people will know and serve the L-rd. Then all mourning and pain will be over, and the joy of the L-rd will be everyone's portion for the secret of true joy is walking with G-d.
What you become in your life on earth will be who you are forever, without the carnality of course. If anyone on earth realized how much their life on earth impacted their eternity they would be in pursuit of the fruit of the Spirit more than any earthly treasure or accomplishment.
Love is the foundation of true joy and peace, and is the essence of what mankind was created to be. G-d is love, and if you walk with Him as you are called to, this will be your portion.
I walked the earth during difficult and dark times. I learned eventually to walk with G-d and loved Him, but until then I let the evil of man overshadow the love I should have been growing in, for both G-d and people. I even delighted in calling fire down on people, even if it was necessary, it was not necessary for me to enjoy it. I should have been weeping for them. If I had loved people more, even the ones I had to confront and bring  judgment upon, maybe they would not perish, but would have been turned to the L-rd instead.
Without love, I became self-centered, one of the greatest mistakes one can make is to not pursue loving G-d and loving others more than anything else. Those who are known as the great ones on earth are not always well-known in heaven. Those who are known as the great ones in heaven are those who love the most, There is such a thing as 'tough love', sometimes you must confront the wicked and bring judgment upon them. You must confront the false teachers and false prophets. You must confront eh evil leaders and authorities.
The judgments of G-d are His discipline for those whom He loves, and even His judgments that require destruction are done in love, not in retaliation. He never rejoices in destruction, but it is required at times to preserve others. By walking with G-d, you will manifest the joy and peace of the L-rd that will turn many from their wickedness; there will not need to be as much destruction.
Seeing the truth is never disrespectful. The Bible is the account of G-d's dealing with mankind, and mankind's dealing with G-d and one another. When we obey G-d it is required that we obey Him in His Spirit. Here on earth we are forming the character that we would have for eternity. This gave far more significance to every day. I do not want to miss another opportunity to grow in the fruit of the Spirit. I thought about what Scripture says that we should 'count it all joy when we encountered trials because the test of our faith is more valuable than gold.
I pray and beseeched the L-r to help me remember how curial this is for the anointing to convey it to others.
From the Father's Heart

The Turning

One must find solutions and turning problems into solutions is essential for us to make it through this wilderness. There may be situations that are traps intended for evil, but they have been allowed so that we can learn to overcome evil with good. Every situation has something important to teach us.
We need trained, skilled watchmen who have courage and discernment, with the courage it will take to handle situations we may find ourselves in. When a lion is about to attack remember He who is in you is greater then he who in the world.
You are drawn to the supernatural because you are called to a supernatural life, and you are being prepared for the last battle which will be supernatural. Many of you are called as prophets. The foundation of prophetic ministry is being a watchman. We are in need of watchmen, and you are in need of the experience.
This is they year to watch what is happening and praying the Father's will in a situation.  Beware of the critical spirit that is in many self-proclaimed watchmen. There are a number of reasons for this, but the main one could be that the people who have the gifts and callings have not taken their place, so others who are not called to do it fill the void.
It destroys and does not build up. I think it is rooted in unforgiveness, or having disappointment and wounds that never healed.
To become overly critical and negative is a trap set especially for those who are called to be watchmen and prophets.
Some of the good things about this calling. We are called to walk by faith, not fear, but our basic purpose is to look for the right path, not just the wrong ones. For this reason, the watchmen are usually the first to see the wonders and the glory.
We are changed into the image of what we behold, and if we're just looking at and studying the enemy all of the time we can start to take on his nature. Biblical watchmen were also to be on the lookout for the coming of the King or His messengers, to warn the people of their approach so that they could have a proper reception prepared.
It is true that critical people rarely build anything, but just tear down. If the true called ones would rise up and take their place as watchmen for the body, and learn to do it the right way.
There is a lot of danger involved. You will be in the front line, and when there is danger you will be the first to face it. It will take a lot of courage, and it will take wisdom and discernment. One has to mature quickly to do this job.
See every problem as an opportunity, that is a basic leadership principle. What they needed is to be shown respect, to be valued and given a purpose. Our deepest heart desire touches what we were created for.
From the Father's Heart.

Prepare For War!

Joel 3:9 Prepare for war!
13 Put the sickle, for the harvest is ripe
14 For the day of the L-rd is near in the valley of decision.
19 For they have shed innocent blood in their land.
Amos 5:24-25 Let justice run down like water, and righteousness like a mighty stream
Malachi 1:6 If then I am the Father, where is My honor? And if I am a master, where is  My reverence.
Ecc. 8:5 A wise man's heart discerns both time and judgment. Because for every matter there is a time and judgment through the misery of man increases greatly. For he does not know what will happen.
9: People know neither love nor hatred by anything they see before them.
All this have I seen, and applied my heart unto every work that is done under the sun: there is a time wherein one man ruleth over another to his own hurt
16: When I applied mine heart to know wisdom, and to see the business that is done upon the earth: (for also there is that neither day nor night seeth sleep with his eyes).
10:20: Curse not the king, no not in thy thought; and curse not the rich in thy bedchamber: for a bird of the air shall carry the voice, and that which hath wings shall tell the matter
12:6 Remember your Creator before the silone cord is loosed
14: For God shall bring every work into judgment, with every secret thing, whether it be good, or whether it be evil
Jhn. 21: 16-17 If you love Me. Feed My sheep!
Ps. 144:1  Blessed be the LORD my strength, which teacheth my hands to war, and my fingers to fight
7: Send thine hand from above; rid me, and deliver me out of great waters, from the hand of strange children
8: Whose mouth speaketh vanity, and their right hand is a right hand of falsehood

The Shepherd

The L-rd's strength is made perfect in weakness. Your failures have prepared you for what you are not called to do. Spending time with the Father is more desirable than anything in this world. Just being with Him was on my mind night and day. He became my life and this is the foundation of a shepherd's life. you will only lead and care for His people well if you are walking with the L-rd and getting closer to Him. When you stop getting closer to Him you will begin to fail in your leadership of His people, because your purpose is to lead them to Him. He is their green pasture. He is their living water. He is their rest. He is their life. Smile at your people that makes them feel so good, so accepted, and valued, and maybe that is the only smile they ever get.
You must have the joy of the L-rd (Neh. 8:10), it is not a gift, but fruit. It is the fruit of walking with the One who is the greatest desire of every heart. The closer you walk with Him the more joy you will have. The joy that you have in Him then becomes a joy in His people, in His creation, and in everything He calls you to do.
This is because you will be doing it with Him. Getting closer to Him will change you into who He made you to be. When you get closer to the consuming fire, then the warmth of His fire will be in you. Everyone is a priceless treasure.
It is while you are walking with Him and doing His work that the innermost springs of your heart are open. Though you were called as one form the beginning, you did not come here a shepherd, but you will leave here as one. You must always stay close to the living waters, stay on the right path, if you can not find living water under your feet than you know you have strayed from your course. The higher you go, the slower you must go, because you must go slowly enough to see all that you are called to see.
When the whole earth will be restored to paradise it was created to be, and all people will know and serve the L-rd. Then all mourning and pain will be over, and the joy of the L-rd will be everyone's portion - the secret of true joy is walking with the Father.
What you become in your life on earth will be who you are forever, without the carnality of course. If anyone on earth realized how much their life on earth impacted their eternity they would be in pursuit of the fruit of the Spirit more than any earthly treasure or accomplishment. Scripture says that we should 'count it all joy when we encountered trials because the testing of our faith was more valuable than gold.
Love, is the foundation of true joy and peace, G-d is love, and if you walk with Him as you are called to, this will be your portion.
Seasoned Warrior

Watchmen

Finding solutions and turning problems into solutions is essential for us to make it through this wilderness. We need trained, skilled watchmen who have courage and discernment for a time such as this. Watchmen can be men, women, and even children.
Are you drawn to the supernatural because you are called to a supernatural life, and you are being prepared for the last battle which will be supernatural. Many of you are called as prophets, the foundation of prophetic ministry is being a watchman. We are in need of watchmen, and you are in need of the experience, the critical spirit that is in many self-proclaimed watchmen, could be that the people who have the gifts and callings have not taken their place, so others who are not called to do it fill the void. There is a bitterness and critical spirit in so many of them that is a spiritual poison. It destroys and does not build up. I think it is rooted in unforgiveness, or having disappointments and wounds that never healed. To become overly critical and negative is a trap set especially for those who are called to be watchmen and prophets.
Let me share some of the good things about this calling. We are called to walk by faith, not fear. We must be wise and discerning enough to see the traps, but our basic purpose is to look for the right path, the watchmen are usually the first to see the wonders and the glory.
Biblical watchmen were also to be on the lookout for the coming of the King or His messengers, to warn the people of their approach so that they could have a proper reception prepared. If the true called ones would rise up and take their place as watchmen for the body and learn to do it the right way. There is a lot of danger involved, you will be the first to face it. It will take a lot of courage, and it will take wisdom and discernment, one would have to mature quickly to do this job. See every problem as an opportunity, watchmen need to be shown respect, to be valued and given a purpose. People will draw the living water our of you that you did not even realize was in you.
The foundation of all that are called to be and do in G-d is family first. Relationship must be first. Get to know them. Let them get to know you. Relationships are built on trust and affection. However, they do not need you as another buddy, but as a father or mother, and at times, a drill sergeant. Be yourself, and let them be who they are.
We all must be who G-d has made us into, and not try to be anything else. The trust and respect that all true relationships are built on begins with us trusting who we are and respecting ourselves enough to be real with one another, which also means to be true, to be real with one another.
There is living water flowing in your heart, these living waters can only come out of our innermost being, our deepest heart desire. Our deepest heart desires touches what we were created for.
Generally, the more you have to fight for something the more important or valuable it is, and the more important and valuable you will therefore consider it to be. Be called to be a mentor to the emerging congregation.  
Getting the watchmen trained and in place is going to be more important every day, so never get far from the stream of living water.

The True Church Leadership

We are just the beginning of a great harvest, the greatest there has ever been. However, the fasted way for us to depart from the highway  that is being built to prepare the way for the L-rd is to become proud of the grace we have been given.
There is a true and false church, both of which are prophesied in the Scriptures. There is true and false with almost everything: true and false apostles, true and false prophets. We are warned about 'false brethren.' The wheat and tares are mixed together now and will not be separated until the end., they both look alike until both have matured. Only then will the difference really be seen.
The main purpose of the true church is to be the temple of the L-rd, so the main thing that we should look for in the church is the presence of the L-rd. When the L-rd is in His Temple it does not matter what the temple looks like If the temple is receiving all of the attention then it can only be because the L-rd is not in it. The way we find the true church is not by looking for the church, but by looking for the L-rd.
The L-rd will bless many things He will not inhabit. The mature have learned to look beyond just what He may be blessing to what He is inhabiting. It is one thing to be in a congregation where there is a good teaching, worship, and ministry, but it is something else when you feel the L-rd moving among people, and where He is the true focus of attention.
Many worship the things of G-d instead of the G-d of all things. Some worship His truth more than Him. Some even worship, worship. This is some times just immaturity, but there is a difference when the teaching, preaching, worship, and ministry all come out of His presence.
When we mature we will want to help prepare the way for the L-rd by helping to prepare His people for Him. No person is capable of doing what they are called to do without
G-d's help. That is why we were given the Helper. Feeling constantly inadequate makes one learn to lean on and trust in the L-rd, to constantly seek Him. As a leader your successes are multiplied, but so are your failures. Some failures can make you lose faith, but that only proves it was a false faith in ourselves instead of faith in G-d.
Those who may be uncomfortable speaking to large groups can be comfortable in small groups. It is a different gift. A leader can not think too highly of self or want to have people's attention on them, in the presence of the Lamb even the twenty-four elders cast their crowns at His feet.
We studied the great ones in history and in Scripture. We have a long way to go yet to measure up to those who have gone before us, but soon some of the greatest of all will emerge n the full maturity of all those who have gone before them. Remember the L-rd had saves the best wine for last, for the end of this age.
A leader must build everything in fellowship on truth, the leaders goal is to be successful at the job given, and that job is to prepare for the King's service to follow Him.  There is no higher calling than this - to prepare the way for the L-rd and lead His people to Him. There is no greater joy or fulfillment than this. One may at times chaff under the pressure that comes with always being a in a place beyond their ability. But if G-d puts him or her there, He will supply what is needed. A leaders identity and value is not in the position before mankind, but in their position in Him.  Teaching G-d's Word (the whole book) is not a rush job, the leader must go at the level of their congregation.  They will draw on the  living water.  Call ones will rise up and take their place as watchmen for the body.

Denial of Self

Holiness, denial of self, sacrifice, and the crucified life. Why do you not seek them? They are the true path to happiness. You fight to protect those things you hold tight and call it My work. You walk without power because you have not made Me your source of power. You are ineffective by My standards, but your search to fulfill your personal needs blinds you from seeing how barren your life really is. In doing your work and calling it Mine, you have become angry, fearful and in need of changing your world. How foolish, How vain.
I am seeking those who cherish holiness unto Me. I will us those who turn from this world and its ways. Despise those things which stop you from giving up your life completely to Me.
"Is not this the kind of fasting I have chosen: to loose the chains of injustice and untie the cords of the yoke, to set oppressed free and break every yoke? Is it not to share your food with the hungry and to provide the poor wanderer with shelter_- when you see the naked, to clothe him, and not to turn away from your own flesh and blood?"  Isaiah 58:6-7
From The Father's Heart
With constant joy, spontaneous prayer and thanksgiving, people who had little delightfully gave to those who had less. Love was more important than pride; integrity before the L-rd dove out the stench of serving self, while the gratefulness of what Y'Shua had done for them directed all their activities.
In 1997 I started talking to my heavenly Father -  "I am so ashamed, my Father! What I have seen makes me know how wrong I have lived -  how I have missed, even taken for granted, Your great gifts to me. I consumed what You have given me upon myself, thinking it was Ok. I'm sorry, my L-rd. Forgive me, for I have deeply sinned against You and against all those You have put in my life to see Y'Shua in me. I don't know what to do from here, but I surrender to You to change me." The winds of change had begun to blow on my life…change that would impact my life forever. These were only the beginning breezes that would lead to hurricane forces that would impact, and sometimes uncomfortably disrupt, those lives I would touch."

Hot or Cold

"I know your deeds, that you are neither cold nor hot. I wish you were either one or the other! So, because you are lukewarm- neither hot nor cold-I am about to spit you out of My mouth. You say, 'I am rich; I have acquired wealth and do not need a thing.' But you do not realize that you are wretched, pitiful, poor, blind and naked.: Rev. 3:15-17.
Do not despair or lose heart when I am taking you through a hard time. Do not despise or turn away from Me, but rather run to Me with open arms. Run into My open arms and know that I will hold you close to Me. In such times as these, do know My purpose for you and My plans for you. (Jer. 29:11) I know the plans I have for you, declares the L-rd. Plans to prosper you and not to harm you. Plans to give you a hope and a future. Just learn to trust in Me. Depend on Me. Rest in Me and know that I'm in control of every situation of your life. There is nothing that happens in your life that I don't know about first (Matt. 10:29-31) Put your trust fully in Me and not in the things of this world. Draw close to Me. Spend time with Me. Get to really know Me.
From The Fathers Heart
"So if when you offering your gift at the altar you there remember that your brother has any [grievance] against you, leave your gift at the altar and go. First make peace with your brother, and then come back and present your gift." Matt. 5:23-24.

Healthy Life

"Healthy life comes from pure seed. The purest seed has fallen willingly to the ground and died. It is My Son, Y'Shua. I have raised Him up and glorified Him for all eternity.
Should you not follow the example of My Son? Why do you hang on to rotting seed when I AM the source of a life that is untouchable by the death and decay of this world? Hold on to those things that bring true Life, not those things that are perishing. I have shown you the way, now walk in it. Do not look to the left or to the right, but only to Me for I AM with you. But you must trust Me and Me alone. Your only safety is in the life of My Son, Y'Shua. That means a complete death to your ways of doing things. It will cost you everything. But it is My way for your best life.  
"…Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which spitefully use you and persecute you." Matt. 5:44
I was known for my fast, outrageous and daring lifestyle by my friends, and my stuffed temper (I don't get mad but I do get even), and when I had enough, a sharp-tongued vengeance by my enemies. This is a man's world and I was going to beat them at their own game so I spent a time of my life in endless circles of parties, social events, clubs.
I lived on purpose with an enthusiasm that would lead to burnout speed, I wanted out of this world. The alcohol, sex, and especially the emptiness I felt deep inside that made me pursue some unseen, unattainable goal, finally caught up. I ask the Father to take me out, there wasn't anything left in this world to see, when He spoke: He said "you have not experienced love yet." That did not help, I will be the last person on earth if I wait for that. "You need to know that Y'Shua paid the price for all of your sins. Even those you won't admit to right now. He hasn't turned His back on you and He would like you to know it wasn't your doing and that you're forgiven by Him. He loves You!" So I got love but I am still here, now I am asking to be taken out by the time I am seventy-seven (that is double completion), I want to go Home to were I am loved and He lives.

Walk In The Spirit

"If only you would learn to walk in the Spirit and not in the flesh. My will would be known to your daily, but you miss out on many blessings I have for you. I have not called you to a walk of life, but death to your flesh and through that death comes of life, but death to your flesh and through that death comes life; My life for you. Have I not called you to take up your cross daily and to follow Me? To do away with self and self will? Have I not called you for My purpose and My purpose only? I see My church and I know the things that go on in My church. Nothing is hidden from Me, but everything exposed by the light becomes visible for it is light that makes everything visible. (Eph. 5:13-14; Num. 32:23)
First love! First love! I am calling you. Look to your first love with Me. Many of you make other things your first love. I am a jealous G-d and I will remove everything that comes between you and Me. I love you too much to have that happen to you. It is not to dishearten you or discourage you in any way, but so that you will really know the love I have for you.
"They devoted themselves to the apostles' teaching and to the fellowship, to the breaking of bread and to prayer. Everyone was filled with awe, and many wonders and miraculous signs were done by the apostles. All the believers were together and had everything in common. Selling their possessions and goods, they gave to anyone as he had need. Every day they continued to meet together in the temple courts. They broke bread in their homes and ate together with glad and sincere hearts, praising G-d and enjoying the favor of all the people. And the L-rd added to their number daily those who were being saved." Acts 2:42-47
I lock myself up for three years with my L-rd and His Word. to see me through His eyes not the worlds. Having only the Holy Spirit to teach me and not having anyone to tell me otherwise, I took every Word as not only truth, but truth for me every day. I walked only where I was told by my Father, said only what my Father told me to say. Some people accepted what I was told to say, some did not. At one point I left the church body for ten years telling Him, His people were killing me. My Father had to teach me how to present His message, work some compassion and grace in me. Then I returned apologizing and telling Abba, I would speak whatever He calls me to - many times with tears in my eyes.
All people are equal in G-d's eyes because of Y'Shua, do not think of yourself higher, mightier, remember G-d spoke through a donkey, just love and leave the rest up to Him.
The Bible was not just a book to read, but perfect directions on how to live. The 613 Oral Laws covers every situation in life; instructions on how to deal with it.
Y'Shua loved to be involved in the lives of those who loved Him. The church must love because He said they should, forgave because it was the only way, and accepted the forgiveness that was given to us as starving children savor every morsel of new found food. Loving, uncompromising, immovable standards act as the plum line and all actions are directed by the Word of G-d.
Think of the millions of times each day that He helps all of us. He protects us, tells us where to go so our lives are worth something.

Moral Watchdogs

"As My People go about their own version of what My Word says, I the L-rd G-d am used as a license for them to remain in their sin, or I am left out completely. Where in My Word does it say that My people are to be political or moral watchdogs? Where in My Word does it say that My people are to condemn the sinner? Where in My Word does it say that My people are to search out those things that give them comfort?
I have called My people to holiness. I have called My people to be set apart from all that resembles the world. I sent My Son that the dead may be given life. All do not receive that life. They choose to remain dead.
Your flurry of activities, your agenda of issue involvement, your moral judgment and all of its associated activities have not and cannot bring life to those who choose to remain dead. I am not in your outcry against your the world. I am only in your outcry for mercy for your hardened heart.
Repent and turn now. See your spiritual adultery. See your hardened hearts. See your dead, cold churches and weep for them. I have called you to tell the blind of a way that they might see My Son, Y'Shua HaMashiach. Why do you insist on doing your own will rather than submitting to me to have your heart changed that they might see Y'Shua in you?
"….Be strong in the L-rd and in His mighty power. Put on the full armor of G-d so that you can take your stand against the devil's schemes. For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms."  Eph. 6:10-12
"The weapons of our warfare are not carnal…" 2 Cor. 10:4
From The Father's Heart
Are we really doing what G-d wants us to be doing? Which activities, protests, court battles, pickets, rallies and meetings--Oh, the meetings--abortion, elections, committees, ect, ect. I don't mean to be sacrilegious what I was feeling without speaking negatively. Are we really doing what our L-rd wants us to do?
We are living in perilous times, the world seems to have gone mad with its sin. All around us there are people demanding the right to do things that will destroy this country. If we don't stand up for what is right, there won't be any freedoms as we know them now. If we let them have their way, you and I won't even be able to pray like we do in public. The Good Book says, "When the enemy comes in like a flood, the Spirit of the L-rd will raise up a standard against them." We must stand on His Word!

Holding Power

My holding power is much more powerful than the sinning power of your flesh. when will you grasp the reality of what has been done on the cross for you? Its work runs deeper than any force. Its power is so much greater than anything that may attempt to come against it.
When Y'Shua dies, all that hindered My presence from becoming active and available in your life was defeated. Think on that. What that means for you is the freedom to receive My life, My eternal life, and the wealth that comes to you by My presence being with you in your life forever.
When hardship comes, don't attempt to deal with it by your knowledge or ability. Apply My life to it. Wait for My presence to move. Rest in Me. See My work being done in all situations. Be free by My Spirit and you will have an abundance no matter what the outward circumstances might appear to be.
"The Angel of the L-rd encamps around those who fear Him (who revere and worship Him with awe) and each of them He delivers." Ps. 34:7.
From The Father's Heart

Unchangeable Heart

From My perspective, some of you are acting no differently than the world that is perishing. You are using its methods to change its unchangeable heart. Why would you think that true, lasting change can be accomplished by the ways of man? Laws never change hearts, for the heart is wicked. When you move in the flesh, fleshly changes result.
I have never called you to pursue anything but Me. When you do that, we move in the spiritual realm to change hearts, to save those who are perishing. My Word shows how fallen man is helpless to even see the need to repent and change his ways. My Word shows how My covenant is invoked when My Spirit moves on the heart to come to repentance. When that happens, eternal changes result. That is My way. You cannot see, however, because you want changes your way and you are ineffective because I cannot be with you - to empower you because it is not My way. It never will be.
I have one purpose for you now that you are mine. It is the purpose My Holy Spirit, Who is now in you, has always had. He has always proclaimed the beauty of Y'Shua to a world out of answers, a world dying in its sin. He has always moved so that those who are perishing might see, and come and be saved.
Why are you not moving in that same direction? All else that seems important is folly. I am not in it. Why would you be?
"A new heart will I give you and a new spirit will I put within you, and I will take away the stony heart out of your flesh and give you a heart of flesh. And I will put My Spirit within you and cause you to walk in My statutes, and you shall heed My ordinances and do them. Eze. 36:26-27.
From The Father's Heart
Over a period of my life, I hurt a lot of people, the street was all I knew, if I didn't beat it, it would beat me, so I got tougher. I don't get mad but I do get even, I lived to settle the score of my persecutor that started at seven years old. It was time for him to buy the farm,  I struggled with two voices, fortunately for him and me, the right one stop me in the fraction of a minute, a load was lifted off my shoulders  Months later he died at natural causes, right after he repented.
Having come to know My Father and being forgive - a clean slate - made my heart soft and I try not to hurt anyone. Lifetimes of differences and generations of separation disappeared on the level ground at the foot of the cross. The miracle of the cleansing blood that poured full strength through the corridors of time to restore each one of us, to the glory of the Father.

Carnal Mind

Your carnal mind cannot begin to understand what I have planned for you. I called you My children, That you can understand. When My glory is manifested, My Word says you will be as I am. (1 John 3:2).
If you could only believe. If you would only come close enough that I might express Myself to you. Your eyes are big towards what is happening around you. In your disloyalty, the world is powerful. In your obedience, you can see a little more of My perspective. There is nothing too hard for Me. There is nothing to fear if you choose intimacy with me over activity in the flesh. My plans for you - who you are now and what you shall become - do not depend on the world and its ways. they are not changed by loud voices.
Understand I do not change. I do not waver. I do not fail. My Word is true and at work even now in the din of life. To see My purposes, you must turn to Me. I don't mean for you to pray about things; ask you to come to be changed.
I am not interested in what you do as much as I am interested in who you are becoming. How can old things pass away if you remain in them? You are no longer part of this world. Separate yourself from it, for it is soon passing away. Only My Word, My ways, will remain. Come to Me now. I love you!
Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. James 1:2-3.
From The Father's Heart
Grimy alleys and stark homes that had given up on trying to overcome their age and hopeless surroundings. A cancer-infested society with its gangs on every corner waiting for who know what, the hideous acts done in dark places, the hopeless attempting to find hope.
So many people in this world that I never really knew existed. People surviving on nothing, many hopeless, beyond imagination. But each one loved by You L-rd. What does it all mean?  I have taken in the 'throw always' You have sent my way, for I too have been a 'throw away'. Send me where can I serve You?

Spend Time

"In the Name of the L-rd," you say. You go about your business doing your works and call them Mine. How can what you do be truly Mine if you don't spend enough time with Me to hear Me, to search My heart, to find My ways, to know Me?
I am not in your feasts. I am not in your programs. I am not in your fellowships. A time is coming when those who think, hear My voice will see and understand who they have really been listening to. It is not Me. All the works of the flesh will wash away as so much grime. I will not complete what I did not initiate.
Stop praying for things. Stop working for men and their desires. Begin praying to search Me out. I can be found. I desire to be found. Those who choose to know Me are wide. Those who come to Me will walk the straight, safe path. My ways are sure. My time is well spent for those who have heard Me.
"…Forasmuch  as this people draw near Me with their mouth and honor Me with their lips but remove their hears and minds far from Me, and their fear and reverence for Me are a commandment of men that is learned by repetition (without any thought of the meaning). Therefore, behold! I will again do marvelous things with this people, marvelous and astonishing things; and the wisdom of their wise men will perish, and the understanding of their discerning men will vanish or be hidden." Isa. 29:13-14
From The Father's Heart
I have been to many churches, G-d impresses me to go, not knowing why I am there, eventually becomes know to me, sometimes through some little thing I do or say, sometimes there is something I needed to learn. Some I preached/taught in for a season. G-d has many camps and it is interesting to see how they were interpreting His Word. Many times tears fill my eyes as I survey the church body for many start out good then fall off course. Many have good intentions but lose the focus G-d had for that body, and I move on. Hopefully I find a 'home' to live out the rest of my years 'feeling like I fit in'.

In Your Life


How many people have seen My Son in your life?
How many have chosen to serve Me through MY Son because they have seen Him in you?
How many have turned from their ways to My ways because of your ways?
Does your neighbor know that you are My tabernacle?
Does your enemy know that you are told to lay your life down for him and agreed to do so?
Do you know that I love the abortionist, the pornographer, the homosexual? Do you know that I have sent you to them that they might see My Son through you, that they might accept Him? Do you have the eternity of your every contact in mind when you address them? if not, why not?
"…Go out into the highways and hedges and urge and constrain them to yield and come in, so that my house may be filled." Luke 14:23
"Behold, I am sending you out like sheep in the midst of wolves; be wary and wise as serpents, and be innocent (harmless, guileless and without falsity) as doves. …do not be anxious about how or what you are to speak; for what you are to say will be given you in that very hour and moment." Matt. 10:16, 19
From The Father's Heart

Holiness

I call you to holiness, but you are too busy to spend time with Me. I call you to a crucified life, but you cannot die to yourself. I call you to present My Son to those who are dead that they might receive His life, but you curse them in My presence.
Can you not see how cold you really are? Can you not see how far you've strayed from My purpose for your life? Who are you saving by your actions? What are the purposes of your comings and goings? Whose agenda are you following, and what is its end?
Wake up. The harvest is white and the workers are few. Pray to the L-rd of the harvest. What are His purposes? What is His agenda? Pray for wisdom that you might see with His eyes and move with His heart. The time is short and much is to be done.
"But we have this treasure in earthen vessels, that the excellency of the power may be of G-d and not of us." 2 Cor. 4:7
From Our Father's Heart
Simple walks become spiritual journeys as the L-rd led the hurting, the empty 'in the lap of luxury' and 'the hardened by life' to  His trusted child, who is always available and obedient to share new life.  When I worked with a autistic person,  each encounter seemed to give me new life or somehow imparted to me the joy I had missed, myself as a child. I played with my new found autistic friend as she played and as she loved and as I prayed; in absolute fullness, total abandon, and childlike endeavor. There was no reason other than G-d's reason, no encounter other than G-d's appointment, no situation other than G-d's desire to show Himself to those involved as far as I was concerned.  I do not follow the 'rules' or guide lines on staff and client for I walk to the beat of a different drummer, nor do I report it …. the results in the client is always amazing as they teach me I am teaching them …. somehow.

Shine Brighter

As the world grows darker, My people will shine brighter because of the love they have for Me, each other and their enemies. His love has already been established in the heavenlies and is about to be poured out in its fullness upon My people. Holy alliances will be made one with another. Kinsman friendships will be established that cannot be intruded upon by the vile established that cannot be intruded upon by the vile jestings and coarse intrusions that are part of those who do not know Me. I call you to separate yourselves, but in that separation, I am also calling you, My children, to come together.
Some of you know the bond of adversity, some know the bond of fleshly desire and adoration, some know the safety of a kindred spirit; but no one has known the heavenly bond of the holy alliance that will knit My bride together for My work to be done and for Me to pour My love upon them. Establish it in your hearts now.  Those I call to Myself will know Me, and each other, with the love My Father and I have had from the beginning. Make no provision for the flesh in any relationships I bring your way. In My way there's safety, power, freedom and love.
 "…If anyone is in the Messiah, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come!" 2 Cor. 5:17
From Our Father's Heart
I am once more in awe of our Father in heaven that He would communicate with me when I would shut myself off to listen.  My L-rd told me to expect Him to be with me and to not be surprise by what He is doing. He kept telling me about lost sheep that don't know they're lost.  I was reminded of what it must have been like when Saul of Tarsus would tell of his life to those gathered in the local communities.  How the Spirit of the Living G-d must have fallen to nullify the objections, the doubts, the false wisdom of the learned. For the throne of G-d, in His presence, there is no special elite, no rank because money or talent or status esteemed by men. There we all become equal--sinners silent before a holy G-d. Every one has a story to tell and how they recovered from the life of darkness. Forgiveness, healing, love and freedom replaces the grimy sin of the streets.  "He who has been forgive much loves much" is becoming a reality.  I must warn you that what your biggest 'hurt' was is where He will use you most. For you been there, done that, and can tell others how G-d brought you through it all.

Don't Worry

Do not worry, for I have My hand on you. You shall not lack. Do not look to the things that are said by man. My hand directs the stars, My voice commands the rivers to flow. They would stop if I desired it. My desire is for you to serve me. Nothing will stop that. Draw close.
I notice the terrors of satan that bluff and talk as if they know what they are saying. They do not know what I have in store other than what I have told them. You shall go forth for I am your G-d. Not the god that can be changed by the whims of people, the G-d that is moved by faith in Me, being able to perform what I promise.
Have I not promised you? When will you realize the magnitude of My power? When will you begin to truly trust Me? Seek Me for Me; not what I can do for you, but for what I am as G-d. You have no idea what I have in store for you, but I am excited by what I see. I am pleased by My people that have said "Yes." When I am praised, all creation knows that I am G-d.
"All whom My Father gives (entrusts) to Me will come to Me; and the one who comes to Me I will most certainly not cast out (I will never, no never, reject one of them who comes to Me)": John 6:37
From Our Father's Heart
Meeting my Savior released tears that I had never been able to release before, you see I stop crying when I was seven years old and at forty G-d opened the ducks and must have forgot to close them again. So many years of being bottled up I can't cry like 'normal' people, tears just flow making so caged animal sounds. Memories of rejection and abandonment  wrack my whole frame. Anger melted in the light of love; rejection was washed in the love of acceptance; loneliness was erased by the Spirit of Adoption as this lost, wayward lamb was gently led home to warmth and safety in His arms, transformation of death to life takes place, a heat so long held captive and being freed.
Nobody has loved me like He does, can His Word be true? Do I have a purpose?
Do not give up for I know He has your name written in a book, you. too. have  a purpose!

Open the eyes of our heart, L-rd